Wednesday's Thoughts.

First of all, I would like to say how shocked and sadden I am about the sudden death of Heath Ledger. He isn't exactly an 'A List' actor, but he was definitely one of my favorites. The diversity of the roles he was able to do was unbelievable, and because of that I respected him. What saddens me even more is that this was either a drug overdose or suicide.
Which brings me to my next thought: Is life ever really so bad you have to turn to something so hasty and irresponsible? Now before I get attacked for saying that, take in consideration what I am saying. And this is completely my own opinion, but why not reach out for help? Even if it was on the slight chance an overdose. And viewing some of the factors this is looking less and less likely. There are so many avenues of help these days things like this shouldn't happen. No matter how deep you are, someone can and is willing to help you. But you have to bring yourself to the help, no one will know unless you tell them.
Some help lines:
http://www.drugabusehelp.com/
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/



















RIP Heath




Changing the subject:

**The printing went great! And they are almost ready to go out in the mail, which is awesome considering usually we never were able to print until late in the week before we had to have them out.

** Anyone else surprised by how much winter weather we've had so far this year?

** It's official...I'm addicted to Webkinz, I find myself trying to work my day around when I need to do what to my pet or my pet's stuff. Ridiculous.








** I want more pets...I used my entire lunch hour yesterday look for the ones I want. And I will be going to BrainTrain today at lunch...

** I had to get a new headlight yesterday but the plus side is I also got a dome light so I can see when I am getting in and out of the car in the dark.

**Just realized I need to clean my car

**Still waiting on my W-2 from B&BW, I have a feeling I'm not going to get it until Feb.

**I am hoping they catch that Marine who killed the woman and child. And even though I'm not for capital punishment...he is a great example why we still have it.

They're saying there is still ice out so be careful travelling to work today!!

Have a great day!
Much love,
K

Random

So these next two weeks shall be considered as "hell". The "hell" part of it all depends on tomorrow's trail run for reporting. Sucks. We have to start back at square one...again. Hopefully everything will run smoothly and I won't have to write a rant blog about how much my program can bite me. :-)

And I decided to start weight watchers again to help me in my quest. Mostly because right now I can't afford a membership at the gym I want to go to. So walking at lunch 3 days a week (at least) and starting the program again should help. And what kills me is my laziness in cooking, well and the fact that all the stuff that is good for you is like $10 more than the other stuff. Which makes no sense whatsofreakingever. If it's better for us, make it flipping cheaper!

My mom dyed her hair back to its natural color. Which sounds normal to most of you out there, however it was a major shock to me. Not that it looks bad, in fact it looks awesome! I've never seen her with our natural color. Ever. In the past 23 years on this earth she's always been blonde. And though my hair is naturally very light brown (ok I lied I was born with extremely dark blonde hair), her hair is actually very dark. So yes, shocked is not the word. She looked like my grandmother too, and I was able to finally see why everyone says we really look alike. And that is freaky. Lol.

Yesterday, I had lunch with my dad. Just me and my dad. It was awkward at times but nice to actually talk to him.

Ok going to get back to work :-)

Much Love,
K